Perlukah diteruskan??+__=

why,when in da december alwayz like that..!

begin 2007 until now..!

just about him,,tell me that he was had a new special in his life..

how dare??

2007-he told me that he was fall in love with the one girlz..

but that girlz not love him..

me?frusted! but i still wait him,,

still close with him..

coz i love him..

ok,, 2008..he told me that he want to be my bf..

ok,,thanx im happy.. but after a few day..

he come back,, and told.. that he was couple with another girlz..

ok,, second tyme i frusted again !..

OMG.. give me ur light ,for i accept ur fate..

ok,,i wait him..coz we're very close right..

everyday we're call n msg..

i love u even u have girlfrenz..

nevermind i wait..

2009-he told me that he was breakout..

with his girlfrenz..

me feel sympaty with him..

he ask me.. that i still love him..

my answer.. yup ! sure.. i still love u forever n ever..

then,, from that day,,

he to be my bofiey..

i very happy.. like in a heaven..

day by day,,

month by month..

we're be happy..

but,,suddenly,, after a few month..

he was change !

i dont know why..

so sad..

and when i ask ..

he just shut up.. why??

i give him a few day,,without

disturb him..to give a tyme he make a conclusion..

ok,, he told me that he was not already with da relationship..

how dare u..!!!

ok,,he want je be my frenz only..ok..

nevermind..i frusted again !!

but,, after a few month..

2009

i get a news,, that u act have a girlfrenz..

oMG ! u was lie me..

ok..fine.. i still waiting.. wait for u..ever..

2010,,u still with her..

ok,, i just want look u happy with her..

my feel? oh,, nevermind..

i still love u..just alone,,

cant accept another love more..

just for u..

2010..ur relationship with her

was not stable..u story to me..

ok,,feel sympaty to u..

try to search best way ok..

hope u can happy agian..

but suddenly,,i got a shock new..

that u was couple with another girl !

not in our Faith..!!

how can?

how with ur girlfrenz?

was breakout?

now,, im very shock with u..

i dont know now i want stilllove u or not..

i alwayz frusted with u..

i want alone now..

take care..

2011-myb i try to forget u forever..

but,, can i??

God,,give me strenght to accept ur fate..

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